Written by: Florence Taglight, contributing writer for Unpolished Journey and blogger at findingflo.co.uk
Free refills unavailable.
Unlike most places in America, here in the U.K we don’t get free refills at restaurants, so once you’ve drunk your drink, you’re done and either order another, or perhaps switch it up to water. Needless to say on first trips to America I was guzzling so much iced tea and Arnold Palmers (something the UK needs more of) that I was constantly going to the bathroom and on return to England, practising my tiny sip taking to make my drink last the duration of my meal.
Okay, so you are probably thinking, what on earth does this have to do with compassion? Followed by I’m reading this to gain some insight not learn about refill differences in USA and UK. Well, be patient. It’s coming. Now in fact.
Often people in recovery from a mental illness, or perhaps those caring for one, tend to love and love and love, and care and care and care or even cry and cry and cry till we can love, care and cry no more. That’s ‘normal.’ You are not emotionless or cold-hearted, merely a human being. A human being who needs to replenish, revitalise, rest and recuperate. It can be extremely difficult when all you want to do is love someone and show them you care, but by taking time out for yourself, you will be able to be more present for them when they need love, more caring for them when they need caring for.
But although helping others is fantastic, and what I do believe we are put on this earth to do, throughout recovery I have learnt that as I try to be compassionate to others, I end up neglecting myself. Sound familiar? I will bake, cook, shop and clean for all those around me who show me love, because it’s a two-way street, right? But I forget that these people also bake, cook and shop for themselves. They also tell themselves nice things, refill their own cups not just everyone else’s.
I used to find it impossible to sit down and watch TV. I HAD to be doing something – emptying the dishwasher, folding, organising. I’ve always been a fidgeter but just watching TV for me seemed, well, wrong. I’ll tell you what is wrong – that thought process. It could not be more wrong. So, although I’m still learning, I’m learning pretty fast and enjoying the time I am spending with me. After all, no matter if I meet my soulmate and we become attached at the hip (unlikely), I will spend my whole life with ME, so surely I should be the one most compassionate toward myself and not rely on those around me to give me love or to give my love too.
So if you are stuck on how to refill yourself so you can refill others, here’s what I suggest: